Ambivalent, is one of my favorite words now.

It is combining form of ambi-, both, with the Latin valere, to be strong, to mean “having strong feelings both ways”; hence, uncertain, indecisive.

Ambivalent means having conflicting feeling or desire, which is actually, my current state : (

I do not know what I should do about it.

So you break me in a way that you never know.