this post is never gonna get published.
Am I publishing a post here ?
I catch a cold but it is not the reason.
I feel I miss an asshole, not you, you are not the asshole.
and it is really hurt when you are not replying my email, not you, I mean the asshole.
I am in a "the song to say goodbye" mood, which is better than the strawberry field mood.
that is it, that is all about writing personal shit.
do not read this post, I am not publishing it.