First, being treated like a coffee break, makes you feel to be like a task in schedule list. Not even independent task, you are a task that is gonna be check marked with caffeine injection task.

First, you know this world is real and life depends on the caffeine. With all computational complexity and nerdy computer science bullshit which are so not you, you respect the parallel processing and being check marked as you are sipping the coffee.

Next, being treated like a wast of time since you are leaving in 10 weeks and I am not gonna be here in July. Being surprise by the fact of this world is for sure real.

Next, you even do not wanna know anymore. let's bury all the knowledge. Knowledge is pervasive. There is always too much information. Knowing is like a coming to this world. We do not have choice or control.

Then, who knows about then? then is fucking future. I am not here to predict. I am just here to support grammatical mistake and miss-spelling.

Then, I for sure know but I do not give a damn shit.

White color,
too bright,
fluorescent light,
here is where you dislike.
Vivid music
black hat coffee,
walls are window, and still the fluorescent light,
as I like and as you detest.
When I am up in the air over the Océan Atlantique,
clouds are fluorescent light.
I am looking for a giant white arctic bear.
There it is a small little spring in the field of clouds.
Is it a hole there?
Yes, it is, it is whole you can see and an umbrella pastry.

Forgetting the shit that you know by HEART(in caps letters), forgetting the shit that you should knowingly know it so as to be a part of you
is like the devastating moments of looking for an item that you are holding in your hand.